First, some dumb fun:

I've started working on multiple projects simultaneously; one for serious, and one for fun. This was one for fun, and fun it was! I focused more on automating parameters rather than composing beats. Going between this and the next song helped clear my head when I would start feeling like I was getting in a rut with either song.

Next, some serious millennial whinery:

Not sure how I feel about the lyrics in particular, although if you give me enough time I'll find a reason to hate everything about anything I make so I'm not really worth listening to on this subject. Still, I feel a few of the phrases are a little trite or cringe, but I couldn't think of anything better to replace them with. I won't go into any more detail because I'd like to hear the community's unbiased opinion. I also finally got a nice pair of studio headphones, so any notes on the mix are also greatly appreciated!

in other news, does anyone else fell like they're on a spaceship doing hard but pointless labor, watching cracks form in the windows while the captain and his cronies hoard window sealing resin? like, what're they gonna do with all that? t's not gonna be useful once the windows blow out and god knows they aren't going to fix the windows themselves. Do they want to die alone trapped in a handful of rooms? But it's all ok, because life is an illusion that will one day be broken by the inevitability of death! PLEASE LIKE ANDN SHARE MY MUSIC PLEASE IT REALLY MATTERS IMPORTANTLY by which i mean it gives me a brief moment of dopamine release.

also, I adopted a couple kittens and they are the best.